is .... w o n d e r f u l
Thursday, November 12, 2009
Thursday, September 17, 2009
Thursday, September 10, 2009
Tuesday, September 8, 2009
Retired Sadness
Standing in the lobby
at the front desk
I heard a little old lady say
I was in a retirement home.
:/
at the front desk
I heard a little old lady say
"Maybe my daughter will come see me today."
I was in a retirement home.
:/
Tuesday, August 11, 2009
Morning Induced
Drinking my black coffee
I could see your dark
shimmering eyes.
Then, the steam
fogged up my spectacles
& you were gone.
I could see your dark
shimmering eyes.
Then, the steam
fogged up my spectacles
& you were gone.
Saturday, June 20, 2009
Did You Wax Your Wings???
Let's make like Icarus
& fly to the sun.
& fly to the sun.
i really want to read the Odyssey.
& i love how you say
that the song
"Fly Me to the Moon"
makes you think of me.
& i love how you say
that the song
"Fly Me to the Moon"
makes you think of me.
Monday, June 15, 2009
Free Falling
Wind Resistant or just plain whimsical?
Tie a feather in my hair.
Maybe a few more.
Then some paint on my face.
Let's climb up a redwood
& send our cries over a distance
Maybe a few more.
Then some paint on my face.
Let's climb up a redwood
& send our cries over a distance
Tuesday, June 2, 2009
The Sea Scares Me
I had a bad dream the other night
where the ocean covers sections of the freeway on the coast.
That makes it so I can not
go to my two old towns to visit family
and friends; and I'm trapped
in my current town.
It was raining so hard that
the sea level rose to those certain sections.
This isn't the first time I've had this dream.
When I woke up I had to actually
think hard whether or not that's really happened before.
I really love the ocean
but the thought of that happening
is horrifying.
where the ocean covers sections of the freeway on the coast.
That makes it so I can not
go to my two old towns to visit family
and friends; and I'm trapped
in my current town.
It was raining so hard that
the sea level rose to those certain sections.
This isn't the first time I've had this dream.
When I woke up I had to actually
think hard whether or not that's really happened before.
I really love the ocean
but the thought of that happening
is horrifying.
Friday, May 29, 2009
Tuesday, May 26, 2009
Just a Whimsy of Want
i want an i n d i a n h e a d d r e s s.
The kind you see on indian chieftains that have feathers going down each side of your head down your back. & then i would put warpaint on my face and dance around a fire in...
my backyard.
The kind you see on indian chieftains that have feathers going down each side of your head down your back. & then i would put warpaint on my face and dance around a fire in...
my backyard.
eccentric [heart]
Wednesday, May 6, 2009
Vocalize #2
Ferocious
fe⋅ro⋅cious
–adjective
1. savagely fierce, as a wild beast, person,
action, or aspect; violently cruel: a ferocious
beating.
2. extreme or intense: a ferocious thirst.
Marked by unrelenting intensity; extreme
fe⋅ro⋅cious
–adjective
1. savagely fierce, as a wild beast, person,
action, or aspect; violently cruel: a ferocious
beating.
2. extreme or intense: a ferocious thirst.
Marked by unrelenting intensity; extreme
Monday, May 4, 2009
0lbs of weight
u
F a l l i n g p
sounds so good
right now.
You could get a
fishing line made of spiders thread
and cast it into the sky to catch me before i turn into
a star at the end of the universe....
so hurry, cuz the universe... doesn't end.
F a l l i n g p
sounds so good
right now.
You could get a
fishing line made of spiders thread
and cast it into the sky to catch me before i turn into
a star at the end of the universe....
so hurry, cuz the universe... doesn't end.
Wednesday, April 29, 2009
If it weren't for you, Jupiter.
I recently heard a student give
a presentation on a paper that they wrote
on how perfectly placed planets are in our universe
so that Earth can exist.
For instance, J u p i t e r is placed in
the perfect position in our solar system
to block most incoming asteroids.
How amazing is it that the one planet
that currently has living lifeforms on it
is being kept safe by another planet
from positioning alone?
Another thing is how did we get to
be the perfect distance from the sun
to not get burned or to freeze?
Thank you Big Bang Theory :]
a presentation on a paper that they wrote
on how perfectly placed planets are in our universe
so that Earth can exist.
For instance, J u p i t e r is placed in
the perfect position in our solar system
to block most incoming asteroids.
How amazing is it that the one planet
that currently has living lifeforms on it
is being kept safe by another planet
from positioning alone?
Another thing is how did we get to
be the perfect distance from the sun
to not get burned or to freeze?
Thank you Big Bang Theory :]
Sunday, April 19, 2009
Detachable, Ms. Not
Looking at my reflection in a window
i thought, for a moment,
i could take off my nose
like a Mr. Potato Head toy
i thought, for a moment,
i could take off my nose
like a Mr. Potato Head toy
Saturday, April 18, 2009
Reaching for Happiness
I have daffodils
on my kitchen table,
and they are wonderful.
[EDIT: now with buddha springing out of the center like it's his own field of them]
on my kitchen table,
and they are wonderful.
[EDIT: now with buddha springing out of the center like it's his own field of them]
Tuesday, April 7, 2009
Shine So BRITE
Whatever happened to LITE-BRITES?
They were so fun when i was little.
They were like paint by number
but instead they were different c o l o r e d p e g s
that you push through the paper...
I could give such a better description than this, but
I do not quite feel like it right now.
I'll fix this up later.
They were so fun when i was little.
They were like paint by number
but instead they were different c o l o r e d p e g s
that you push through the paper...
I could give such a better description than this, but
I do not quite feel like it right now.
I'll fix this up later.
Monday, April 6, 2009
Vocalize
Ravishing
-adjective
extremely/stunningly beautiful or attractive;
enchanting; entrancing
Ravish
-verb
1. To seize or carry away by force
2. T0 rape; violate
3. To overwhelm with emotion; enrapture
-adjective
extremely/stunningly beautiful or attractive;
enchanting; entrancing
How often do you really hear this word used?
I have actually only heard it in movies.
I have actually only heard it in movies.
Ravish
-verb
1. To seize or carry away by force
2. T0 rape; violate
3. To overwhelm with emotion; enrapture
Now, the first two definitions sound horrid...
and think of how ravishing comes from ravish...
strange kind of compliment considering that,
but very sweet
and think of how ravishing comes from ravish...
strange kind of compliment considering that,
but very sweet
Sunday, April 5, 2009
Note to self
l--i--t--e-----b- r--i-- t--e--s ___________
_________
_____________________l--- i--- t--- e-----b--- r--- i--- t--- e--- s ________
Please Excuse
My current random thoughts block.
I've been a s l u g for awhile,
but within a few days i should be having
my weird "WHAT?" thoughts back
I've been a s l u g for awhile,
but within a few days i should be having
my weird "WHAT?" thoughts back
On the other hand,
if you run into a gay friend that is with
another gay person, do not assume that
they are dating just because they are gay.
You could create an awkward situation.
if you run into a gay friend that is with
another gay person, do not assume that
they are dating just because they are gay.
You could create an awkward situation.
Tuesday, March 31, 2009
Bad Names #1 & #2
Girl: Henrietta
Boy: Joy
The first one i've heard in movies set in victorian times.
Ewww.
The second one, my grandma's friend's husband is named that.
We feel extra sorry for him.
Both should just stay for the opposite gender.
Henrietta should just be Henry.
end.
Boy: Joy
The first one i've heard in movies set in victorian times.
Ewww.
The second one, my grandma's friend's husband is named that.
We feel extra sorry for him.
Both should just stay for the opposite gender.
Henrietta should just be Henry.
end.
Thursday, March 26, 2009
Metabolistic Hero[better than wolverine]
Cocoa powder(the real stuff) is
higher in antioxidants
than Green Tea.
Stunning right?
Wednesday, March 25, 2009
Becoming Real
I just found out that the old childhood book
Where the Wild Things Are
I watched the trailer
and it looks
RADICAL!
I can't wait!
Where the Wild
Things are Trailer
Where the Wild Things Are
I watched the trailer
and it looks
RADICAL!
I can't wait!
Where the Wild
Things are Trailer
Monday, March 23, 2009
Fatty McFatFat
Sunday, March 22, 2009
Wednesday, March 18, 2009
Hippy Dippie Says Love
I once read in a short story a part where a man was in love
and he described biscuits and honey
like little clouds and sunshine.
I told my mum and she told me it sounded like what a
hippie would say.
Anways:
and he described biscuits and honey
like little clouds and sunshine.
I told my mum and she told me it sounded like what a
hippie would say.
Anways:
Honey is like liquid sunshine!
I love honey. I think it's a beautiful substance.
The shade of it can change but it still remains
a beautiful goldish color.
The one and only natural sweetener
that they can't fake...
or at least that's what my sis said.
The shade of it can change but it still remains
a beautiful goldish color.
The one and only natural sweetener
that they can't fake...
or at least that's what my sis said.
He's Under the Haystack Fast Asleep
I found a great Nursery Rhymes site!!
You know like Mother Goose Nursery Rhymes?
Here it is:Mother Goose Nursery Rhymes
You know like Mother Goose Nursery Rhymes?
Here it is:Mother Goose Nursery Rhymes
I love it!
Tuesday, March 17, 2009
Searching Through the Clover
Me: Guess what we're having for dinner today?
It Saint Patrick's day.
Him: Ummmm, a Leprechaun?
Me: No, I wish.
laughs
Him: Ew, you're gross.
Me: Just kidding. Guess!
Him: Lucky Charms?
Me: laugh No, Corned Beef & Cabbage
It Saint Patrick's day.
Him: Ummmm, a Leprechaun?
Me: No, I wish.
laughs
Him: Ew, you're gross.
Me: Just kidding. Guess!
Him: Lucky Charms?
Me: laugh No, Corned Beef & Cabbage
Nice Feet
So I have come to another conclusion:
The sound of a lot of feet
sliding along a wooden floor and
gently coming back down
in sync and to the rhythm of a song
is a completely peaceful & beautiful sound.
The sound of a lot of feet
sliding along a wooden floor and
gently coming back down
in sync and to the rhythm of a song
is a completely peaceful & beautiful sound.
Friday, March 13, 2009
British Scientist
________
wal
it was the size of a
nut
________
wal
it was the size of a
nut
________
I have a thing for Typography.
I made this. It's a quote
from a little video I did
with my lil' sis, while acting like
british scientists.
Thursday, March 12, 2009
Not Last Night But The Night Before
I dreamed about being with I think
4 other individuals, i kinda have the
feeling Captain K'nuckels might have been there,
on a bit cruise ship in victorian time.
NOT the titanic.
But anywho, we were on there
and I was getting chased by guys with
long, thin slightly back curved knives.
It wasn't scary. Like,
it wasn't a bad dream or nightmare...
kinda like a Flapjack cartoon.
An entertaining odd dream.
Anyways Me and the other four were
rescued by a mermaid.
She was pretty and that's all I remember.
The next thing I know we're on the shore and she's heaving this fisherman's
net full f I-don't-know-what out of the water.
Then I see that she has a scar
that's three parallel lines
kinda like a scratch scar.
I asked her where she got the scar
and then I'm in a forest full of Redwood trees and there are
big boulders, a stream, and beautiful small waterfalls.
Then I see where she got her scar...
Somehow she ended up in that forest
caught on some of the boulders.
I THINK she got the scratches from a tree or sharp rocks.
4 other individuals, i kinda have the
feeling Captain K'nuckels might have been there,
on a bit cruise ship in victorian time.
NOT the titanic.
But anywho, we were on there
and I was getting chased by guys with
long, thin slightly back curved knives.
It wasn't scary. Like,
it wasn't a bad dream or nightmare...
kinda like a Flapjack cartoon.
An entertaining odd dream.
Anyways Me and the other four were
rescued by a mermaid.
She was pretty and that's all I remember.
The next thing I know we're on the shore and she's heaving this fisherman's
net full f I-don't-know-what out of the water.
Then I see that she has a scar
that's three parallel lines
kinda like a scratch scar.
I asked her where she got the scar
and then I'm in a forest full of Redwood trees and there are
big boulders, a stream, and beautiful small waterfalls.
Then I see where she got her scar...
Somehow she ended up in that forest
caught on some of the boulders.
I THINK she got the scratches from a tree or sharp rocks.
So, anyways that is my alltime favorite dream.
It was girly in the sense of there being a mermaid
and I understand a little why she was in it
from a birthday card i recently got
but i remember the colors being so bright and vivid
in the forest for the green of the leaves and the red-brown of the wood.
The dark gloomy colors on the ship.
It was girly in the sense of there being a mermaid
and I understand a little why she was in it
from a birthday card i recently got
but i remember the colors being so bright and vivid
in the forest for the green of the leaves and the red-brown of the wood.
The dark gloomy colors on the ship.
Tuesday, March 10, 2009
Sew In a Square
I realized
I have a thing
for oversized buttons.
They're radical.
I have a thing
for oversized buttons.
They're radical.
Coats with them particularly rock.
Monday, March 9, 2009
Stop Sign for Thoughts.
I just want to be
lying on the hot sand
with the sun melting away thought process.
I'm tired of thinking.
I'm tired of everything right now.
I just want to be alone at the beach.
With that lovely "i'm free of confusion" feeling
no thoughts.
no thoughts.
lying on the hot sand
with the sun melting away thought process.
I'm tired of thinking.
I'm tired of everything right now.
I just want to be alone at the beach.
With that lovely "i'm free of confusion" feeling
no thoughts.
no thoughts.
Wednesday, March 4, 2009
That Yellow Memory
At my school there's a big foot bridge
to cross from one side of the campus to the other.
Today was the second time
That I crossed and smelled what
reminds me of my childhood.
It smelled like wet cement.
It took me back to
being five years old, in the summer.
Five, when my sister and I would play with the hose
in the driveway, after helping wash my grandmother's car.
It's how the cement smells when there's water on it
and it's soaking it up with the sun hitting it spot on.
What a wonderful age.
Five, when the backyard would look like a soft field
of sourgrass and clover.
Those little yellow wildflowers, with the long stalks,
that I couldn't(& still can't) help but smile everytime I see some and the weedy
leaves that you keep looking through to find that one with the four lucky growths.
Mmm, being five.
to cross from one side of the campus to the other.
Today was the second time
That I crossed and smelled what
reminds me of my childhood.
It smelled like wet cement.
It took me back to
being five years old, in the summer.
Five, when my sister and I would play with the hose
in the driveway, after helping wash my grandmother's car.
It's how the cement smells when there's water on it
and it's soaking it up with the sun hitting it spot on.
What a wonderful age.
Five, when the backyard would look like a soft field
of sourgrass and clover.
Those little yellow wildflowers, with the long stalks,
that I couldn't(& still can't) help but smile everytime I see some and the weedy
leaves that you keep looking through to find that one with the four lucky growths.
Mmm, being five.
Monday, March 2, 2009
Abusing Random Objects
I have a new little cell charm
that works on and off.
It's supposed to flash lil' lights
when i send or receive
texts or calls.
Well I hit it... and the next thing I hear is
my sister laughing
"You always hit things when they don't work"
Then I started laughing too...
cuz it's true, and then i told her
"Like your head? Just Kidding."
that works on and off.
It's supposed to flash lil' lights
when i send or receive
texts or calls.
Well I hit it... and the next thing I hear is
my sister laughing
"You always hit things when they don't work"
Then I started laughing too...
cuz it's true, and then i told her
"Like your head? Just Kidding."
Geeze louize it was funny.
xD
xD
Sunday, March 1, 2009
Exploding Waves of Bliss
The only time I'll ever post on my actual (super)personal life.
It was just too great of a day.
It was just too great of a day.
Today was m.a.r.v.e.l.o.u.s.
Mon copain and my bestest best friend.
Mon amour met my Gramma.
My biffle was
wracking her brain over what age we first met.
Both happenings are C U T E!
I feel so loved.
xD
xD
Tripping Out Cartilage
My fingernails now look like they're on acid.
They're this crazy light bright tripped
out carnival cotton candy/bubbleyum
b l u e
They're this crazy light bright tripped
out carnival cotton candy/bubbleyum
b l u e
Saturday, February 28, 2009
Crushing On Silverware
S p o o n R i n g s.
They were popular in the 70s apparently.
This girl in my theater class last year had one
which was the first time i've ever seen such a
piece. I asked her where she got it, but it had
been a gift. ♥ ♥ I only just now thought of
looking up "spoon rings" online. So cute!
Think of it... someone saying to you
"What a lovely spoon you have!" or
"Darling your spoon is so beautiful!"
J u s t K i d d i n g.
They were popular in the 70s apparently.
This girl in my theater class last year had one
which was the first time i've ever seen such a
piece. I asked her where she got it, but it had
been a gift. ♥ ♥ I only just now thought of
looking up "spoon rings" online. So cute!
Think of it... someone saying to you
"What a lovely spoon you have!" or
J u s t K i d d i n g.
Friday, February 27, 2009
Oh Cupcakes!
If there was a greek god of t-shirts
would be him.
I met him last night at a lecture he did; & he's awesome!
Very funny dude. Seems chill.
J o h n n y C u p c a k e s
(a.k.a. Johnny Earle)
(a.k.a. Johnny Earle)
would be him.
I met him last night at a lecture he did; & he's awesome!
Very funny dude. Seems chill.
I got sooooo starstruck(nervous) that i forgot to get him to sign my shirt.
wow.
wow.
!!No Pie!!
on the patio at one of the
many little tables set out.
All the tables on the patio
have No Smoking
stickers, but some
creative mind had converted the burning cig into a piece of pie and
wrote
s t r a w b e r r y c h e e s e c a k e
for a guilty pleasure treat right after having gotten out of my Jazz dance class. So i put my scrumptious cheesecake by it and snapped a shot.
many little tables set out.
All the tables on the patio
have No Smoking
stickers, but some
creative mind had converted the burning cig into a piece of pie and
wrote
"!!No Pie!!"
I had a s t r a w b e r r y c h e e s e c a k e
for a guilty pleasure treat right after having gotten out of my Jazz dance class. So i put my scrumptious cheesecake by it and snapped a shot.
Tuesday, February 24, 2009
Swallow My Tongue
i tend to have the habit of
s a y i n g t h e w r o n g t h i n g.
s a y i n g t h e w r o n g t h i n g.
Sometimes because of timing...
sometimes because i don't realize how bad it is
or sometimes because i don't realize how the person i'm saying it to
will take it.
sometimes because i don't realize how bad it is
or sometimes because i don't realize how the person i'm saying it to
will take it.
I used to like to think
i spoke my mind and was very upfront.
But as i get older
i can hurt friends, family, or myself.
i spoke my mind and was very upfront.
But as i get older
i can hurt friends, family, or myself.
i try so hard not to
but oh well.
but oh well.
Monday, February 23, 2009
Heavy Air
I can't breathe.
Sometimes I can't breathe.
Like my chest is too heavy with some invisible thing sitting on top,
or my lungs aren't big enough.
I'm not having a panic attack...
I just can't breathe.
Sometimes I can't breathe.
Like my chest is too heavy with some invisible thing sitting on top,
or my lungs aren't big enough.
I'm not having a panic attack...
I just can't breathe.
Sometimes there's a reason.
sometimes there isn't.
sometimes there isn't.
Sunday, February 22, 2009
I was aiming for a goat...
Saturday, February 21, 2009
Spouts & Drains
You ever notice how wonderful
and relaxing the sound of the
shower running is while you're
in it?
and relaxing the sound of the
shower running is while you're
in it?
I love mine.
It's the small, tiled, cubicle type.
It's the small, tiled, cubicle type.
Thursday, February 19, 2009
Gramma Series - I
in which,
because the next thing i know
"Gramma says make friends with word problems."
My grandma tends to say some of the funniest things.
Correction that I hate:
Turns out I heard my sister wrong.
It was my mother that said that; therefore,
this is no longer cute and hilarious.
It's just stupid.
Hah.
Turns out I heard my sister wrong.
It was my mother that said that; therefore,
this is no longer cute and hilarious.
It's just stupid.
Hah.
My Tears Rolled into the Ocean
My current favorite song:
'cause if you're not really here
then the stars don't even matter
now i'm filled to the top with fear
but it's all just a bunch of matter
'cause if you're not really here
then i don't want to be either
i wanna be next to you
black and gold
black and gold
It's such a great song to warmup & dance to.
It's incredible.
Black and Gold
-Sam Sparro
-Sam Sparro
If the fish swam out of the ocean
and grew legs and they started walking
and the apes climbed down from the trees
and grew tall and they started talking
and the stars fell out of the sky
and my tears rolled into the ocean
now i'm looking for a reason why
you even set my world into motion
and grew legs and they started walking
and the apes climbed down from the trees
and grew tall and they started talking
and the stars fell out of the sky
and my tears rolled into the ocean
now i'm looking for a reason why
you even set my world into motion
'cause if you're not really here
then the stars don't even matter
now i'm filled to the top with fear
but it's all just a bunch of matter
'cause if you're not really here
then i don't want to be either
i wanna be next to you
black and gold
black and gold
black and gold
black and gold
black and gold
i looked up into the night sky
and see a thousand eyes staring back
and all around these golden beacons
i see nothing but black
i feel a way of something beyond them
i don't see what i can feel
if vision is the only validation
then most of my life isn't real
and see a thousand eyes staring back
and all around these golden beacons
i see nothing but black
i feel a way of something beyond them
i don't see what i can feel
if vision is the only validation
then most of my life isn't real
'cause if you're not really here
then the stars don't even matter
now i'm filled to the top with fear
but it's all just a bunch of matter
'cause if you're not really here
then i don't want to be either
i wanna be next to you
black and goldthen the stars don't even matter
now i'm filled to the top with fear
but it's all just a bunch of matter
'cause if you're not really here
then i don't want to be either
i wanna be next to you
black and gold
black and gold
It's such a great song to warmup & dance to.
It's incredible.
Wednesday, February 18, 2009
Bummity Bum
My favorite sweater is a lazy-bum
that is so feel good.
I have... permanently[?] borrowed my Gramma's old Malibu sweater.that is so feel good.
It's been bleached so the color is a messed up weird orangey/brown
with a teeny twist of pink on a shoulder.
with a teeny twist of pink on a shoulder.
I'm pretty sure the original color was a dusty rose/pink.
It's big and baggy,great for the beach or hurried mornings to just throw it on,
and can be good for warmth, just not freezing days.
When i wear it, it's... comforting.
....i meant to paint today... like so many other days, but when i finally get home i feel way too lazy.
urgh.
Simply Nice
Coffee,
Snickerdoodles,
and a quiet morning with
Copeland playing.
Snickerdoodles,
and a quiet morning with
Copeland playing.
Quiet street sounds below and Copeland for background noise.
AM time.
& A perfect roasted brew to drink snickerdoodles down.
*Mental sigh of contentment*
AM time.
& A perfect roasted brew to drink snickerdoodles down.
*Mental sigh of contentment*
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